My Computer...

... Is allowing me to log into my Blogger account. I'm surprised. YouTube and Blogger have been consistently blocking me from signing in and now, out of the blue, I can sign into both.

Well I'm not complaining.

On the other hand, I am excited for several things: Christmas, Graduation, and "Avenue Q". It seems that in order to get to the excitement, I have to go through all sorts of stress, though. Not much to worry about, seeing as it will pass in less than 2 weeks. Once all of these finals are done and I am done with school, I will have more time to do what I want to do rather than what I need to do.

So: "Avenue Q"

Recently I have been cast as the lead role of Princeton in Stage Door, Inc.'s production of "Avenue Q". A show that, in a nutshell, could be simply described as: Sesame Street for adults. It is a Tony award winning Broadway show that is now allowing community theatre to gain rights to produce it. So that should be a good amount of fun for me, at least I hope it is. Recently my love for theatre has been turned against me to make me feel nothing but guilt. Hoping that will pass, but who knows. One day at a time.

Gonna get on the rest of that homework, now. Last day of homework, then it's just straight studying. Let's do this! LEROOOOOOY! JENKIIIIIIINSSSSS!!!!!

I never...

... act like you are right now at one of YOUR family vacations... Very immature for a 20 year old.

Episode VI: Return of the Wright

It's been forever and it's been a pain in the ass, but I'm back! I only wish I had good things to say...

First off, typing this up from an app because your computer won't let you sign into anything run by Google is a pain in the butt, and even more so that this app won't adjust to how you hold the phone.

I could go on and on about sad, whiney, "oh woe is me" bullshit, but I'd rather end this short return with a question people (if there's a single reader or this out there) can relate to:

Have you ever tried to please everybody? Have you ever tried hard to kowtow to what others wanted, and even if you pull it off, it still feels like they harvest the same ill feelings towards you? Maybe you try to appease to one person and another doesn't like your decision. So badly you want to tell them to just get off your ass and just respect whatever decision you make, but you don't because you love them and don't want them to hate you. Maybe you've thought of the decision that solves no one problem but fixes any chance of conflict. But even still the torment never stops. They come at you from every angle telling you that you're wrong and that you should think better... Like them. The perfect Pharisees that can make you feel guilty no matter what the outcome.

Have you ever...?